YILING.

Monday, June 29, 2009

you are not alone

sigh. What a loss..

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Saturday, June 27, 2009

pretender

Today was the day where I told myself to stop bein a pretender.
say what I've to say.
write what I've to write.
Stop bottling up.

And I finally told my doctor that I wanna quit my job, do you know how much courage I took to get the msg out from my mouth. It was not cos I did not dare to pop out the sentence, it was jus that hard to say it to them-nice bosses. I do feel guilty and ashamd of quittin, I dont know why.

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Friday, June 26, 2009

actually I do like his songs

Actually I do like Michael Jackson's song. Listenin to his oldies on the radio really bought tear to my eyes.

Like the song that is playin on my radio now.
"heal the world, make it a better place, for u and me and the entire human race, there are people dyin, if we cared enough for the livin, make it a better place for you and for me."
If im not wrong, this song was dedicated to the children that live in poverty, or countries with war or sufferings goin on. I remember how chia wee used to play this song durin our break time.
Really a nostalgic song for me too, not jus for the song itself that makes me rmb of michael jackson.

Everywhere is playin his song.
Rest in peace, Michael Jackson.
Amen.

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Happy 10th month boy

24th marked 10th month anniversary of bf and I. Bf who jus gotten his pay few days back made this day even more special by givin me a treat at sakura. I love salmons! We both agreed that buffet food can't be compared to those food stores that cook only specialized food.

We watched transformer after lunch. I'll rate it 3 out of 5 stars. I thought it was quite a mind- blowin movie at first, packed with action scenes almost every mins. Kept your eyes stick to the big screen every sec. I dont deny that. But as I was halfway thru the movie, I realized it was jus another typical action-packed movie, there were quite a no of plots and settings in the story which I think was pretty good, and micheal bay was good by injecting hilarious scenes into the movie, the whole theatre jus roared with laughters spontaneously. but I didnt quite understand the movie, maybe there's jus sth wrong with my understandin. All the robots looked the same to me. My only way of differentiatin the good and the bad robots was recoginisin their colour ranges. hahahs. I know they are called transformers but I dont care, they are still robots to me. hahahs.

Sakura dine-in lunch! My favourite seafood!

Attempts to act cute, Im startin to believe that i looked like a rabbit.

The BF, happily showin off the chewed food in his mouth! Yucks!

Gettin bored, so straw came into play.

Michael Jackson was pronouced dead this morning. I was never a big fan of him. I dont listen to his songs, neither do I showed any tinge of interest in his songs But it was quite an indigestible news for me. King of pop dead at the age of 50? Thats pretty young for someone who had so much fame.

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Saturday, June 20, 2009

at the end of the day

Sometimes I've so much thoughts that I wanna blog about, it could be rants, grievances or any things that went through my mind. But the thought of how hurtin it could dawn on some people, made me change my mind.

WHY?
I wanna talk about friendship. But I'll realize how much hurtin it could get. I wanna type type type.... but the thoughts will eventually faltered before the first word was even typed.

Above was typed before I went to meet gina and ocw. hahahas. I did have so many views about friendship in my mind before the meetin, but the distraction already swept my moods and thougts away. hahahs. So no more for you guys! 情绪已不在 Is good in a way lahh. I could save myself from bein questioned. hahahs. XD

I saw richson while I was sittin next to Gina, then I texted him a msg. He turned his head upon seein the msg and came over to sit with us, chatted for awhile before he complained about his gf, showin me all the msg that she'd texted to him. I can see that he was feelin anguish about his gf's immaturity. I remembered weeks ago when I met them, he was complaining to us about his gf too. hahas. He said rp envy that he could actually hold on to this long, what he meant was he actually envy his patience, because if he'd a gf like his, he would dump her long ago. =x

The most funniest part was when chia wee came back from his order. They actually introduced themselves and did a handshake. hahahs. I think it was chiawee who initiated it. But the sence was quite a funny sight to see.

Now I will date back my post to 15th of june. Gina's bdae. It was such a disappointment that not many ppl came. Especially cpc, seriously I don't know what's wrong with him workin so hard to earn those extra cash. Is money more important than friendship? Here are the pictures taken that day. I think the surprise was quite a success? lols. Pardon for my aunty look. I didnt wan that too. hahahs.

Finally had some time tgt with my darlin bf on the 18th & 19th.On the 18th, we went to watch ghosts of gf past at amk hub. It'd been so long since I last watched a chick flick movie! Cos he doesn't like to watch those movies, he thinks it's meant for girls, but I managed to convince him to watch with me, actually I didnt really convince, i jus dragged him to watch with me. hahas. Turned out he think that movie was still not too bad. muhahas.
We headed to hg mall after that for dinner at suki. Camwhored on the bus. Quite long since I last took a pic with him. =D

While on our way home. ..

We were tryin to take artistic shots, but failed miserably.

We made puddin that day, I know it doesnt look appealin here, but it was actually quite nice.

I'd 2 cups of banana milk shake that day, and this is the 2nd cup dy made for me with a chocolate stick in it. muahhas.

hahahs.He looks So NOOB!

I still rmb my friends, do you?

Why do ppl often get into a relationship tends to forget about their friends?

maybe you feel you didnt, but ur actions have already clearly proved.

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Saturday, June 13, 2009

No boundaries

I only got into american idol hype recently, after hearin the song "no boundaries" by Kris Allen on power98.
Adam Lambert has confessed that he's a gay. And many believed that this was part of the reasons why he didn't win the title. But I guess no matter what sexuality he's chose to be, we are still talkin about singin competition, not a sexuality competition. If he's really talented, I believe there are many record labels goin to sign him.

my preferred version of "no boundaries"

Bf prefers this version that's sing by Adam Lambert

I like both actually, but then I think such a soothin song should come with a vocal that is soothin as well, not with so much versatility in it. But you can't deny that Adam has really a wide vocal ranges. And not forgettin his pitch is real high, reminds me of micheal Jackson.

Let me show you another interestin picture I got it from aaron's blog again.

Quite true huh? hahas.
Just recall how paris got popular..

Currently doin a cross stitch that contains 30000 stitches, I seriously can't wait to see the finish product. I will conquer you!

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Friday, June 12, 2009

Very very very very very random post

Wonderin how much to give on a weddin ceremony?

Cute isn't it?
Got it from aaron tay's blog.

My school will officially start on the 1st of July, and is only a 2 days per week class.
wahahahs. I can continue to be a slacker, just like what I'm doin now.
Wonderin what kinda friends I will be makin, hope is those that I could relate well with, or friends who share the same interests with me, even better still, someone who can speak Japanese. Or someone who has high-level intelligence, so it could motivate me to study.

Please dont let me make friends with weird people, I've had enough durin my poly period. Seriously, I can't really stand weird people, the way they talk, behave or whatever. My only way of handlin them is stayin oblivous to their existance. I don't mind havin them as my acquaintance, but NOT my study buddy, or someone who walks next to me or belong to my group of friends that I'm goin to make. I so do hope I'm goin to make friends. If not i will go bonker.

The other time I went to the acca preview talk with dy, I asked him "do u think there's alot of *********************?" He replied "yes" My defination of friends is jus not someone who is not weird, but a meanin more than "the defination of friends" you can find in your dictionary.
In short, it means hidden meaning la. hahahas. Nvm, if you don't understand what I've jus typed.

Why did I type so much abt this topic anyway?
Maybe I've met enough of weird ppl in my poly. I guess...
If you feel a slightest offended while readin on the above topic.
You know what does it mean?
It means that you've admitted you are a WEIRD PERSON!
muhahahas.. Im so bad..

I promised myself Im goin to study this time round, is the last lap I'm takin, and there's no way Im turnin my back on it.

I haven't seen dy for the past 4 days due to his work. sadddddd. Cant wait to see him tmr!
All of my friends are busy too.
Cousin busy accp his bf.
Chrystal oos.
Xy workin and has gone to malaysia today and be back on next tue.
Yy is bein occupied by friends and work.
Some poly friends are workin and some have been enlisted to the army.
The clique is busy too, from what i know so far,
ocw is oos too.
Cpc busy with work.
Gina and wy lost in some lost land already. hahahs.
Aaron busy with IT fair.
Jun wen busy with his duty.
AND THE CHALET HAS NOT BEEN BOOKED YET. ARGH!

on a random note, should I take up drivin lessons now????

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

This is what color genics says about me.

Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.

You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.

Being a very proud individual, you tend to hold yourself aloof pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain and pleasure. This is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional individual, one that may make a hasty decision and perhaps regret it at leisure. It is time now to break the bond of detachment and be the 'you' that you would like to be - give vent to your emotions and enjoy yourself.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.

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Tuesday, June 09, 2009

BBQ AT DESMOND'S CONDO!

HELLO EVERYONE, WELCOME TO MY BBQ PARTY!

serve you right for always doin this on us!

Just when everyone wanna looks bein cool here, aaron steals the spotlight.

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Our very own pussycat gays.

What's next?

The nerds in actions.

It doesnt end here...

Best pictures of the night

If homosexual marriage is allowed in Singapore, They will make the perfect husband and husband.

nah, Im jus jokin. They are actually good friends.

I look like I can be the next sadako in this pic.

Our very own 0614 band!

Toast to our years of friendship and on graduating successfully from NYP!

FLASH MOB!
Super hilarious.
Just look at the incredulous reaction on ppl faces.
PRICELESS. hahahas.
I wonder how did the "frozen ppl" stop themselves from laughin?

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