YILING.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

2 fuckin ppl damn fuckin pissed my mood today.
The moment i woke up wan to pick fight on me.
screamin is all u noe when u got nth to say. oh watever.
will u go ask sbd to do sth not tellin the person address but jus directions like goin to east or west. as if the person will noe where ah.
don u find it ridiculous?
address or direction(referin to north, south, east and west not turn left turn right walk here or where or watever) more impt? -_-lll
callin me stupid. oh well, i have to treat u as clever then.
no wonder some girls said some guys are stupid and they are really dumb.
They are such insensitive humans.
oh watever. nv feel so fuckerin pissed for long.

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Ytd went out with my poly girls. Trixy, Liting, Eugenia and Jess.
Liting and i reached the earliest and the rest at least half an hr late. lol
So we went to suki sushi and i dint noe it actually cost 1.80 per plate cos i always eat at the price of 1.20. sorry girls.
There was this guy wanted to take nos from liting and jess.
But seein the ring liting was wearin, he aga aga knew she got bf la.
So we went to the toilet, his colleague which is a girl came to the toilet to take no from jess. lol.
But jess only leave down her msn. Guys ah. tsk tsk tsk.
So we headed to the movie hall to watch john tucker muz die.
But my stomach wasnt feelin well so i went to the toilet durin maybe abt 3/4 of the movie till it ends. i missed the last part. SIAN.
So i went home straight after that cos was feelin very not good. Took a cab home. waste my money again.
Went home to sleep straight. Woke up at abt 7 plus went see doc and i think is a waste of my money. watever. shadnt mention.
Went home sleep then put my alarm at 11pm cos i wanted to watch chu lu but i cnt wake up and so i cont sleep. haha.
i just finished my 狼的诱惑完结篇。is damn super nice la.
The endin was super sad. The first story book that made me cried so much. sad sad.

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Thursday, September 28, 2006

monday~
Slackin at home? i think so. lol. cnt really rmb.
Tue~
went kboxin with my cousin. was quite fun. haha.
chrystal, don jealous i go kbox ok. haha.
Firstly, we met abt 1230 at lot1, then we lunched at KFC.
After that i went shopped ard for yen's present.
There's actually a lot of gift's shop over there, then we headed to k box after that.
We paid $21 in total cos got the student price.
sing sing sing then after i went for class le.
i almost fell a sleep in the class. lol
today~
it's CHANWEIYEN 17th BDAE!
Be4 goin for the dinner, i went back sch with olga, wanting, johnny and menghong.
We lunched at mac be4 goin back to sch.
That stupid johnny, not a single time i can stay peaceful with him.
suan-in will always come into the talkin.
the worst was they said we look like husband and wife. =.=''
oh ya, they kept suanin abt the bear i was carryin.
Then we headed back to sch to talk to the sec1. lol. as in only olga, wantin and i.
The guys went to see ah neo.
damn retarded, stupid and funny while in bball court.
There was this part when i wan to noe their names so i kept bendin myself downward to see their name tags and olga and wanting kept laughin abt that, wonderin wat was i doin. haha.
While shootin ball,got one time the ball stuck there and so menghong and johnny tried to jump and hit but cnt, so mh took out his shoes and try hittin the ball. after several tries still cnt then the girls jus took his shoes and started aimin and throwin not carin whose shoes was that. haha.
Actually wanted to stay a bit longer but have to go meet my frenz. I really miss playin bball man.
Then went bugis to meet up the rest. CPC, GINA, WEIYEN and OCW
We went seoul garden to makan. A lot of funny things happened. Like spikin the drinks.
omg. is damn disgustin. esp the part when cpc pour some dirty water(referin to the water where they use to wipe the table.) into ocw drink, and i think ocw actually drank a bit. lol.
The other part was the egg part. There were 2 eggs, so we actually threw 1 into the soup and the other 1 wanted onto the chicken cos while we threw the egg chiawee wasnt there so when he came back he asked where the other egg, we said in the soup and don noe y the next moment he jus threw the egg into the soup and we were like kind of stunned. damn funny la. haha. nvm if u don understand. ppl who was there will understand. haha.
We sang weiyen bdae song outside yoshi near to the escalator there.
It was kind of pai seh but fun. lol.
We took neo by the way. It was kind of irratain esp with the guys. haha.
I sudd realised my mood can jus change 180 degree wto any reason. Can sudd become very quiet. haha.
Then we took 51 back to our area while weiyen went home, gina, ocw and i went cpc hse to gamble. haha. But be4 that, some incident happened and it was quite funny when gina was arguein with cpc and ocw. i mean at the void deck. lol.
I lose some money but wasnt a lot la, Jus for the sake of fun.
Headed home at ard 11 plus.
Hope chanweiyen enjoyed herself today thou it was a very mini celebration.=D

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

HELLO!!!
Im feelin a bit mad these few days.
Don mind me. especially my attitude.
oh. im kind of broke. Borrowed 100$ from my mum today.
I sld spend it wisefully. actually is not jus that i nd to survive this week.
talkin crap agn. ok. watever.
Jus went to take wind and cloud2 vcd from junwen cos i wan to rewatch some parts. =D
i don noe hw to do my jap hw. hw hw hw.
im lazy. sian sian sian.
Goin bonker.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
Anyway, SI has ended.
HADY the winner!!
Actually it doesnt matter to me who won cos im alright with them as long as they got the standard.
Olga called me this afternoon and it kind of shocked me. lol.
Maybe this wed nd to go back sch to settle some bb stuffs.
Comin weeks.
`weddin dinner. sld i go?
`Swimmin with ahem? lol.
`outin with colleagues, zd, poly ppl.
`kboxin
`chalet with poly peeps.
`brush up my jap
`finish my storybooks. Hope so

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Sunday, September 24, 2006

Ch 8 is showin Chu Lu every thur and fri.
The best show that mediacorp ever filmed.
Was it called mediacorp at that time?lol
Not forgettin he ping de dai jia. Hope they will show it soon too.=D
I had countless worst sleep ytd nite again.
i was seriously tired but i was tossin on my bed from like 1 plus to 4 plus and cnt get to sleep.
My mom was already woke up at that time cos she got to go for work.
And with her sleepin in my room,i had hard time movin ard and crackin my bones cos it can be annoyin and noisy.
So abt 2 hr of slp be4 headin to work for freakin 14hrs and yet i am at home nw watchin office you ghui and bloggin which i suppose to be sleepin. lol
ok la. stop my craps.
im so numb of so many things.
don noe wat i am talkin. Nw i am actually smilin to the comp for nth.
i am seriously goin mad. hahaha.
memories of the past kept appearrin on my mind these few weeks.
Regardin of my pri sch la, sec sch la, or watever la.
Is so sweet to reminisce abt it.

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Thursday, September 21, 2006

Been stayin at home these few days beside goin to work.
Kind of lazy and tired to go out la. lol.
Finished watchin vcd Devil besides you that yy lent me.
Dont really have those high climate scene. The show actually resembled meteor garden.
Overall i can said is quite a sweet show la.
Waitin to get this free treat from zl.
Cos his gpa higher than me. hohoho.
waitin waitin.
im so proud that i have strengthen FAIZ huh!!! lol.
To that idiot. pls stop copyin wat i have typed on msn, if not i am not goin to talk to u.
This is a WARNIN. u get it!!! haha.
actually i got a lot of thing to blog, but mind kind of blank.

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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

monday~
Went suki sushi at cine with my cousin.
We had bufferts. is so not worth it cos we cnt eat too much. lol.
There was this tv jus right outside the resturant directly where we were seated, and so most of my time i jus kept watchin the movie adverstiment.
There was this show called gigolo wannabe sudd caught our eyes and so we decided to watch.
The show was quite funny and almost all the guys in the show are damn handsome.
Then we headed home after that.
Today~
Had to drag myself from that cozy bed to meet up with weiyen.
We watched 2 movies.
First was The Host. Kind of sad and draggy.
But i guessed that y is korean show rite. haha.
Second was little man.
The show was funny and cute.
Both show worth my money. =D

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Monday, September 18, 2006

Been workin quite a lot these few days.
while workin ytd. guess who came to the clinic?
MR NEO! haha.
i was like kind of stunned when i saw him and his wife outside the clinic comin in.
He was shocked too. lol.
He cld rmb my face but cldnt rmb my name. haha.
While his wife went in to see the doc, mr neo stood outside and chatted with me.
Chatted abt stuffs like sch work all these and of course bball.
He was once our bball in charge. not sure abt nw.
i have 4 books to read but i haven even really go start.

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Thursday, September 14, 2006

This week is kind of boring~
The last 2 days i had been stayin at home, but i dint idle my time away.
I finished my book on monday. Endin was kind of expected.
But it's content reach climate faster than sandra brown book.
i can fall asleep readin sandra brown books cos it only reach climate like maybe when about half of the book is gone. haha.
Is abt dectective and crimes... bla bla..
While ytd went met yijun and her's cousin baoxin for lunch ard our hse area.
i dint eat cos i wasnt hungry.
After that accp yijun to this dental for job interview as a assistant.
The place was kind of run down and i always tt the place is only a clinic cos i nv went inside be4 but is actually a combination of dental and clinic.
So we actually seated for a while and tried to let the dentist inside to notice us.
She noticed but she dint approached us so we guessed maybe we were too young for the job.
Rushed for my hw when reached home and managed to finish it.
Received Faiz called to ask me go kovan and so i went down after i bathed.
Had work today and i am kind of lazy to work. sian.
Will be workin cont to sun. ohh.
i am lazy~
Currently readin a book call 狼的诱惑 that yijun lent to me.

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Monday, September 11, 2006

fri~
I had work at 5.
But be4 goin to work, tart and i went find wy at her work place.
We had our lunch at suki sushi.
Sth was wrong with wy that day, she jus kept laughin non stop. makin a fool of herself=x
After wy got back to her work and tart went home, i went library to browse ard.
Managed to borrow a story book that caught my eyes, and so i saved money in renting story books. Cos normally i will rent books instead of borrowin from library as i find it easier to find books that i like.
one small thing happened durin work. shadnt mention.

Sat~
met yy at abt 9 for swimmin session at hougang.
i improved. *clapped*
After that we went hougang mall to fill our empty stomach.
Went find weiyen again.
Bought nutri tea from her be4 goin to work.
i almost felt asleep cos i was quite tired.
So reach home, wanted to slp but cnt sleep in peace.
i lied from 11plus to 3 plus.
4hr of tossin ard.
it was noisy.

today~
Was awake at ard 9 plus by some loud talkin outside.
cnt they jus let me slp in peace.
Don show me those bloody attitude and ur cryin face.
Do u think u are the only one cryin? huh?
i am kind enought not to say anything.
oh. maybe i said sth bad but do u all really care? huh?
i doubt so.
but that dosent matter anymore cos is like been years.
i really wondered hw i survived all these years huh?
i am so sleepy nw. yawns.
havin work later at nite.
bye ppl~

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Friday, September 08, 2006

Jus find this song kind of sad to me.

Hate me-Blue October
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like homeT
here's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?It is I that wanted
I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate

Chorus
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!”J
ust make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”

Lookin at ppl's testi make me realise that i was really right.
everybody got a grp of frenz that they really belong to.
no matter hw many bad words were being said.
they actually still belong tgt. aint it?
Can sbd prove me wrong?

Sti while sittin in bus or car, i will wish accident will happen to it and so i will be dead?
i guess someone agrees that too.
But somehow is such a selfish thinkin.

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Recently i spent quite a lot.
My salary almost gone. Heart-ache!

Tue~
Went Watched Devil wears Prada With WeiYen At The Cathay.
The show not bad la~
Bought my Adidas Jacket there too.
After that Yen accp me to bugis to register for my jap exam.
They dint state in their site that muz bring 2passport pictures.
omg. so wasted my $8 in takin passport photos. Damn it.
Registration costed me $21.
Our next stop was Suntec City.
Weiyen bought herself a trackpant for her malaysia trip while i bought a bag for my dad.
We went back at ard 6.
Waited bus 70 at the bus stop outside convention hall.
After waited for 20 mins, i went to check the bus directory.
Thinkin nth wrong with it, i went back to sit again.
Weiyen got up and went to check and she then realised the first bus 70 will only pass thru here at 7plus. i am so dumb.
Feelin a bit frustrated and lazy to walk to the mrt station, we decided to take a cab home.
As it was busy hr at that time, a total of 2 dollar was added and we dint noe that boardin cab at the taxi stand outside convention hall will charge extra 1dollar. So a total of 5.50 was charged to us before the ride began. -_-lll
Nvm, jus think is helpin the taxi driver to earn their monthly income.
Saw junwen at the bus stop while goin for jap class.

Wed~
I spent the whole day at home readin comics.
And is really from the moment i woke up to the time i slept.lol.
i stop playin my ffx le.
As in not really stop, jus nv touch it.
i am lazy to find weapons to let my players become stronger.
i am feelin a bit guilty cos i jus threw the game aside.
i jus have to start playin the game first then i will really start playin agn.

Thur~
Met up with yanyi to watch monster house at The cathay.
I think is the worst cartoon i ever watched.
Is not really that bad, but compared to all the cartoon movies i ever watched, i will ranked it the last. lol.
Then we went Heartland afterthat.
Saw Faiz, Gina and Ocw outside mac studyin while walkin to back gate bus stop to take bus home.

Not workin tmr actually but have to stand in for Karen so end up have to work.
Nvm. i am free tmr anyway.
i wanna watch The Host!!!

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Sunday, September 03, 2006

on fri,Had to wake up earlier than usual to accp my dad to hospital to geyanjiaomo.
i tt everything will be done like 1 hr, but i was wrong.
Registration took like 15 mins.
waitin took like half an hr.
After waitin, i tt can jus proceed to do the operation but the nurse sent him into a ward to put eyedrops and take medicine and then had to wait for slightly 1 hr plus for the medicine to take effects and at the same time wait for the doc.
i cnt stay there for long due to work later on, so i had to leave first.
Leavin my mum there to take care of my dad.haha
The operation costed quite a bomb la. tsk tsk tsk.
At abt 9 plus, my er yi and one of my cousins came down to clinic to visit me cos they jus stay nearby.
She bought me some breads. lol.
today~did my jap hw until i went abit crazy so i stop doin and went to read comics.
Supposed to start work on 6 but i started at 4 cos wenxi asked whether i can start earlier.
since i had nth to do, i jus take over lor.
i had the sweet and sour fish rice as my dinner again. Damn nice.
wee~

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Friday, September 01, 2006

moday~
was a hell day at home.
forget it. don wish to mention abt it.
tue~
went job huntin with ocw.
firstly, we went to buona vista and asked abt the fnb job. was a waste of our time.
then we went back to kovan and met up with weiyen and took bus to eunos.
it took lot of our time in findin the factory. wahhh.
the job is pretty fine and commission is high but they will only hired 2 to 5 ppl from over 30 plus ppl. so the chance of them gettin is small.
Then weiyen and i had dinner at prata shop while ocw went back yys.
jun wen came with ocw to prata shop after that.
The 2 idiots went to order drinks when they noe they did not have enought money and wanted to run away and leave me down there. -_-lll DUMB.lol
Then had my jap lesson and then met up with ocw and then went to brian hse and ton.
Benny and Daniel came too.
The whole nite was damn funny when we were playin ps2.
Wed~
So most of us dint slp whole nite.
We left brian hse at abt 8 and i accp yen and ocw to some job interview.
went back home and bathed then went to brian hse agn to send him off to airport.
Yen, ocw and i bought him a cake to celebrate his bdae. a mini celebration. =D
After sendin him off to airport, ocw and i met up with gina to shop ard.
Then waited for cpc after his work and went to buy ms lee present at bugis.
And then finally home.
i can actually tahan for so long. ahha.
i was feelin damn frustrated with the money i spent on my ezlink card.
sorry if i showed any attitude.
today~
is teacher's day.
went back to my sec sch.
dint manage to watch the performance.
Then gina, weiling, ocw and i went mac and makan.
After that ocw and i went suki sushi and find our ex-4a ppl.
we were damn noisy.
Then home sweet home.
hw i wish that i was brian that was the one goin off.
Stab me. Sbd kill me.
i wish to be dead. -_-'''
tsk tsk.

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