YILING.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

ok. I was havin this msn chat with bro chua the other day and she told me she has got this project's survey abt genetically modified organism to be handed in by june or sth and have to try to tabulate the survey's results collected from diff countries, so basically she nd my add cos she said gmail cnt fixed in or watever..
So i dutifully gave her my add in order for her to send me the 10 pages of survey which will consists quite a no of sets and be put in a parcel or sth and sent over, and stupidity me actually believed it, and i was already thinkin of who to ask to do. She even added that" i'll pay for the postage fees cos it'll be sponsored by the sch "
Few days after the conversation which was this morning, i was preparin myself for work then my father sudd told me, there's this "letter" from Aus and i have put it on ur table. So i tt the parcel has finally arrived and i was thinkin maybe my dad was still havin his mornin blue so cldnt use the correct vocab to describe the "thing" so i cldnt care more but looked forward to hw the survey looked like. I then realised hw dumb i was or sld i say innocent when i saw the white-rectangular letter on my table . LOLS. It's a bdae card!! I love card!! THANKS! BRO!

Went shoppin with VIVO with chrystal after my work which ended at 5pm. She wanna buy clothes cos maybe she realised she hasnt has many fanciful clothes in her wardrobe. =z
She bought a red-coloured long strike top which i think it actually looks good on her. =)
Then cont to shop for others but nth caught her eyes, i do have many things to buy but i think savin up seems to be the priority nw, but the pt is i don noe why mi savin up and wat for oso.DOTZ. Then we trained back to hougang plaza for sushi cos we were too lazy to find a seat for ourselves there. Then home sweet home next.

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Friday, May 18, 2007

Regreted not joinin any sports cca in my poly, putin me in a situation where i don noe wat my forte is. Is kind of depressin actually to noe that u do not possess any talents.
Yeah. i wan an ordinary life but with some entertainments and talents or skills pls.
But it seems to be near to zero, maybe i aint workin hard on it either.
Even if there is, no improvements have been seen yet. That wat i solely tt so. watever laaaa..
Don wish to spend my life in a waste not noein wat to do and regretin in the future of not doin this or that when i was younger.
"life is short, we make it shorter by wastin time" quoted from one of my frenz's msn nick.
i so totally agree with this sen.
To ppl who is wastin time doin nth, it's really time to wake up.
There are much more things in life to worth spendin every of ur single time on rather than spendin ur time wastefully indulgin on BGR that is not goin to be realistic or success.
Love is not jus abt possession.
When u are too obsessed with ur stuffs, u tend to overlook things. fine fine.
Resentment is all i cld say to describe myself nw for ur acts. Anyway, it's 2 diff matters already.
argh! watever! i'll make u regret by walkin in and out of my life as u wan.
Nw it's my turn to keep u out of my sight or brain or watever. shutin u off!!

Supposed to be studyin earlier on rather than spendin hrs surfin nets and wastin my study time here but due to so many ongoin issues, i have got no mood already.
That all for today. BYE BYE

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Thursday, May 17, 2007

Been coughin quite badly for this whole week, but i dread eatin medicines so i don even bothered to buy medicines even though i work in a clinic. Worst still, sti i cldnt resist myself from the temptation of good foods that will aggravate the cough. If the cough is not subsidin despite suckin lots of HACKS , then maybe i nd to do sth. hahs..

My cousin was tellin me abt this 50%discount on some selected cameras at audio house, so we went down on sun to take a look at it. So it turned out to be jus another tactic of business in attractin customers, then they will talk all way out in convincin u hw good the functions are bla bla bla and then u end out buyin the camera wto any discount. Firstly, You have got to make the full payment first and then guess correctly for the first no of first prize in 4D for the comin week, and then they will return u back half of the money.
What a wasted trip on that day.

Im totally amazed by daniel's brain power. We were havin this database e-quiz which got 60qn to be ans in half an hr time and is based mostly on memorisin which i tt so and he told me he jus scanned thru the tb for only half an hr but he cld actually scored near to the maximum. Futhermore, the pages to be read was not little and the words were small too.
Wondered to believe or not but he said i am not the only one who praised him for his good memory.

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Saturday, May 12, 2007

ok. im tired. For cont 2 days i dint hear the alarm rang, and so was late for sch.
This week is a real hectic week for me with so many ongoing things happening.
anyway, jus wanna thanks those ppl who have wished me and the presents that u all have gave. =)

Was feelin abit lousy on wed, so decided to skip the make up lesson and relieve my "boredom" by shoppin ard with ting at bugis. We both felt better after kpin with each other. =) I bought quite a no of things to vent my boredom at. Buyin stuffs cld be my new way of relievin "stress/boredom" in times to come.

Got home a bit earlier than usual on thur cos acct was cancelled or rather it was elearnin period.
Don noe wat had got into me on that day as i started clearin away those unwanted bags which had been there for years already. Maybe at that moment, i tt clearin away old stuffs cld put myself in order? lols. Took a nap after that, practised a bit of guitar, revised my sch work.

It was my idea to shout out loud while we were on our way home after sch on fri cos of the quiet atmosphere as it was already dark time. Jessica was very enthu into it cos she wanna destress oso. I wasnt stress but jus feel like shoutin to relieve my other "feelings". Nbd dares to shout first cos we were trapped between a pair of strangers so jess and i began to quicken our pace till we were ahead of them and then i started to screech after much hassling. And aaron suggested in shoutin tgt so we did after the counts of 3. it felt real shiok!! lols.

My book is overdued for 5 days already, and i have not touched my jap since last fri.
i nd more time for everything...

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Friday, May 04, 2007

There was this particular midnight when my bro woke me up from my beauty sleep to show me something he claimed to be beautiful, neither did i expect that it was a spider web. It happened that this spider weaved a web at one of my livin room window panels, and my kind hearted bro did not want to destroy the web by closin the window cos he was goin to slp. So he woke me up to show me his self-claimed beautiful web and asked me for help. I really cnt be bothered cos i was real sleepy and jus told him to close the window and get to slp. He gave me those pathetic looked and even took a pic of it. He cld be such an emotional freak at times, but when it comes to family matters, he is totally a no no.

Watched spiderman3 with my classmates after sch on wed, think is quite a long time since most of the classmates went out tgt rite. And so Spiderman 3 movie was great, characters are great, everything is jus too good! Worth everycents of my money. Is worth watchin!

Next movie that im anticipatin wld be Pirates of the caribbean!

Next, trained down to kovan to celebrate ms lee bdae. I felt quite bad actually cos i dint really contribute anything like helpin in buyin cakes or whatsoever except bein present myself there which i think wasnt the usual me? ok. anyway, Celebration was great. We are still the usual us, though i dint meet some of them up for mths already, the bondin is still there. Ms lee commented that i have became more matured in speakin, not the kiddy girl anymore. hahah!! Good or bad?

Bein the "matured" me still dint abandon the kiddy me either. After we finished celebratin ms lee bdae, the same old ppl went home tgt and the guys(jw, cw, pc) went a little bit high, shadnt mentioned what they were tryin to do, pinched them real hard and oso tryin to for my "life". hahahs.

"Beware of CPC when he gets high"

Foodjunction in NYP has a changed in the management thus it was closed down for 1 week, due to this, it brought chaotic durin those busy breaks. chaotic=canteen flooded with ppl, no time to queue, no unoccupied seats in sight. So the 5(jess,Lt, trixy, zh, me) of us decided to grab some instant noodles at cheers, but unfortunatly we aint the only clever students. Thinkin of eatin out but it was rainin, so most of the time in that 1hr we had were basically roamin ard tryin to find a solution. Then we decided to try our luck at south canteen again, luckily there was no queue for the snack stall at that time, so we bought some foods and ate outside our lab class.

Jess had her's hairs cut so did aaron and it gave me a little urge to had mine cut too.

I still preferred the hairstlye i had in these pics where my fringes looked like an triangular shape.

im missin my bro hen chua!! hahs

I was flippin thru my past years results datin back to even kindergarden ones(shocked to still have them eh) few days ago and realised hw badly i had done for almost all my results. hahs.

p1 and p2 results were merely allright but results started to drop in great height after i transfered to sgss. But still managed to hit the minimum requirments for the express stream and then started my journey in yyss. The only results slip that has got no red line drew under any of the marks including common tests was the results slip for my final exam in sec 2, the rest at least got 2 or 3. hahs. Nevertheless, i did not regret for not workin hard, due to the process of not workin hard, i had lots of fun with my frenz, at least i dint study so hard until i missed all the fun i sld have in sec sch times.Im not tryin to say that for those ppl who worked real hard dint enjoy their sec sch lifes, jus that if i were to study a bit harder, i wld had spent less time and might missed the best parts of the fun.

Even if a time machine is invented, i wld still choose the way i used to.

it's a bit senseless here and ppl might find it childish but it doesent matter anyway.

Moreover, i have found my goals. i guessed. So my past results doesent really matter.

After browsin thru my results, i started lookin at my at sec sch pics & autograph book which i passed ard for ppl to write their personal profiles and testimonials abt me. It brought me both guilt for classmates that i dint really treat them quite well when i saw their testi abt me and off course memories. ok. watever. hahs.

Close frenzs have not been feelin quite good thus bein good frenz of their was affected by their's temperament too. Jus hope things are lookin brighter for them. Sti, bein a good frenz cnt do anything much either, only able to give them a little of solace cos we aint in their shoes.

Life is really unpredictable, so plsssss treasure the ppl ard u.

it's really an oldddd oldddd sayin already and ppl are gettin sick of all these sen, but it is still a constant remainder to everyone of us.

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