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Saturday, May 23, 2009

Love Story & Viva La Vida

A very beautiful piece that was showed to my by robin, played by Jon Schmidt the pianist and his friend(i guess) the cellist.
So Robin was tellin me how much he wanted to go for piano lessons ever since young, and this desire has grown even stronger after watchin this video.
It really set me thinkin again. argh. again. That I shouldn't be wastin my time away especially at this part of my life , where I'm in the process of growin into an adult and yet still an adolescence.. Where I still got the agility and flexibility to learn... Before they become stiff after fully evolving into an adult, where learnin becomes harder.
Should I or should I not?
I guess this is the void I'd been findin to fill in.

When people who's the chance to get into a bgr/is gettin into a bgr say " I'm not sure whether we can last"
How far are they talkin about?
Is it referrin to " Till death do us apart " ?
Few weeks back, yz and I had an engagin conversation over msn on the topic of his potential BGR.
He was kinda confused whether to ask or not due to past experiences? I guess.
I told him if you're not talkin about marriage, then go ahead.
Or those old rite of " till death do us apart "
I think when someone is choosin whether to get into a bgr or not, what matters the most isn't this bgr can last or not.
I think is more of, is this bgr able to maintain.
Whether the other party gives you a sense of warmth, secure.
Whether the other party is trustable.
You can't even be so sure that whether you will not two-time the other. Can you?
Or whether he/she will die in an mishap. Can you? CHOY. THIS IS THE LAST THING I"LL EVER WANT IT TO HAPPEN.
And many other reasons...
Dont talk things like whether he/she is the one for me.
Unless you've already passed or reached the age of marriage or already in a relationship for long.
If you jus started up or goin to get into BGR.
Aiyo, please la.
Are you seriously talkin about marriage?
Forever and ever together and till death do us apart?
Do you know how far is that???
How much do you actually know him/her?
How much trust did you put on him by just a few weeks, few months?
What matters to me now is
HAPPINESS! I'm happy being with him and He's happy being with me!
HAPPY 9th MTH ANNIVERSARY!
I LOVE YOU, dydy! =P

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