YILING.

Friday, September 08, 2006

Jus find this song kind of sad to me.

Hate me-Blue October
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like homeT
here's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?It is I that wanted
I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate

Chorus
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!”J
ust make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”

Lookin at ppl's testi make me realise that i was really right.
everybody got a grp of frenz that they really belong to.
no matter hw many bad words were being said.
they actually still belong tgt. aint it?
Can sbd prove me wrong?

Sti while sittin in bus or car, i will wish accident will happen to it and so i will be dead?
i guess someone agrees that too.
But somehow is such a selfish thinkin.

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